but really it was worth every sneeze and backache I'm having right now. On other thoughts I've noticed how hard it is to keep two journals at the same time let alone my own personal diary. It all seems silly to keep repeating all the same things. Then again Livejournal is more of my friends and me kind of thing and wordpress is open to anyone who happens to stumble on it so maybe I should just stop grumbling.
I get a niggling itch to just copy paste the stuff I wrote there here to save me the trouble:D
Pffft cheating you say? Lies, lies all lies!
So I've actually been in a kind of art rut really. Anything I make at me moment just seems juvenile or just plain bad. But I did promise a long long time ago to a certain crafty witch to make her some art so here it is! I laughed at my art rut straight in the face with malice:D
It's my own version of edward or how I see him in my own head as I read Twilight series. Well better stop rambling and just show it, I truly hope you like this Amber because I wanted to make it extra good as you've been so patient with me and my slow arse.
- Mood:
naughty - Music:Happy Ending, Mika
Yeah pretty bad but I've had so much going on and this and the other blog just seems like too much for writing about my utterly boring and cluttered life.
Amber I never forgot your birthday, like now I'm currently working on a piece of art. I know I'm very very late but I hope you will forgive when you see it. It should be ready in a few days but knowing me I can't guarantee anything. Just so you guys know I'll try to update a bit more frequently in the future as school lets up soon.
Thinking of you all!
- Mood:
busy - Music:death cab for cutie, someday you will be loved
I'm so sorry that I wasn't able to draw/paint anything for you guys in time but If you still would like something small like that from me then please say so and I'll hop to it when school lets me do so.
There's a couple of people I'm feeling very guilty about not making anything in time but I promise I will.
Oh this entry is the first this year isn't it? I hope everyone had a good new year, I'm spending the remainder of my holiday in Tallinn. It's been quite nice really although Laura has beat me several hundred times in Chinatown in which i thought myself rather good at before.
So I'll post the very touristy pictures when I get back home on friday and get started on those presents asap.
Till then I'm thinking of you guys.
Love&Hugs
Jade
- Location:Tallinn
- Mood:
calm
seriously If I bite anymore I'll have bloody stumps for fingers, no wait they are stumps just not bloody ones (yet)
One good thing today though only 1 exam left hoooorayh!!! *does monkey victory dance* I don't know the out come of them though *starts to bite fingernails again* If you don't hear from me in two month time I'll be seeking refuge from my mothers wrath, anyone want to safe harbor me?
Oh before I forget thank you Amber so much for the lovely chritmas card! *smooches you silly*
*laugh* I actually thought when I firts opened the card "hmm..that's nice she sent me tissues:D" and then I looked into the tissues and
oh the most pretty pretty pretty snowflake was in it. Me v. happy!
- Mood:
cheerful
it made me laugh ok?
I really should be studying psychology for exam week, instead you can guess twice if I am *BUAGAGA* sorry

- Mood:
determined
Well I always did say that I sucked at writing to anyone else than myself but
I can live with that.
Boring day boring life but that's the thing that makes it so interesting.
Writing about mundane things like, still not buying my english course book
(which btw is the most disgusting waste of money) I mean god the teacher is..I can't even find words to describe the utter boredom I have to endure in her class.
a) Her pronunciation is the worst I have heard in a long while
b) she's unprofessional
c) she couldn't teach a monkey to eat a banana even if she was one
Okay, okay I know the last bit was a bit harsh but, I have zero tolenrance towards crappy teachers.
bah I'm a meanie pants:<
I'll just finnish by posting some quick random art I did in math.
HA did I just hear someone calling me lazy AND mean, oh dear.
Going to bed now.
Love and hugs to all, I hope you're getting ready for halloween:D
P.S Eclipse is totally awesome!!
- Mood:
enthralled
Nimesi? : jade
Ikä? : 17
Kuinka pitkä olet? : 166cm
Mikä on lempivärisi? : öhkäys..tumman sininen
Onkos ollut hyvä päivä? : sellane perus jade päivä
Millainen mieliala on tällä hetkellä? :näpit jäässä, ja meen kohta syömään lauran ruuat. hahahah
Minkä väriset hiukset sinulla on? : tumman ruskeat jossa häivähdys punaista pigmenttia au naturel
Onko sinulla oma TV? :onhan se hyvä ku on pleikkari kans omas huonees.
Jos saisit yhden yliluonnollisen kyvyn, mikä se olisi? :et mul olis jotku superaivot!
Näitkö unta viime yönä? Millaista? :öhm..yritän muistaa, juu siinä oli juna
9 KYSYMYSTÄ IHMISSUHTEISTASI
Seurusteletko? : een.
Jos et, onko sinulla ihastusta? no satunnainen tosin mä en ukso et osaan ns. ihastua
Omistatko paljon ystäviä? : pari tärkeää
Entä kavereita? :niitä on kyllä aika paljon
Mikä ero niillä ylipäätään on? : mä ajattelin asiaa ja tulin tulokseen että ystävät on lähempii..kait..?
Onko sinulla hyvät välit vanhempiisi? : osaa ne joskus olla kivojaki, olen hemmoteltu lapsi.
Onko sinua ikinä petetty (kaverisuhteessa tai seurustelusuhteessa)? : ei tuu mieleen.
Mikä on pahin asia, mitä sinulle on sanottu? : äidiltä on päässy lipsahtamaan jo monia.
MITEN SANOT NÄMÄ 8 SANAA?
Koti? : koti, hima, lapinlahti
Poikaystävä? : poikakaveri, bf
Savuke? : coffing nails, tupakka, 7 minuutia elämästä:D
Opettaja? : riippuu opettajasta
Harrastaa seksiä? : shag, hump, panna, make love, fuck
Kissa? : neko, kisu,
Bussi? : dösä, bussi
Helsinki? : helsinki, stadi
7 OLETKO KOSKAAN…
…istunut katolla? : kyllä
…nähnyt kuollutta? : kyllä
…soittanut kitaraa? : Carmen oi Carmen
…vilautellut? : öh..juu
…itkenyt itseäsi uneen? : kyllä
…juonut pillimehua pussista? :OLEN!
…istunut koneella 6h putkeen? : normaalia
6 KYSYMYSTÄ KUOLEMASTA
Pelkäätkö kuolemaa? : omalla tavallaan
Onko kukaan läheisesi kuollut? : kyllä
Jos katseella voisi tappaa, moniko olisi jo kuollut? : mä olisin jo kuollu.
Monenko ihmisen puolesta olisit itse valmis kuolemaan? : Kyllä niitä löytyy.
Entä monenko ihmisen käsiin uskoisit henkesi? : toivottavasti pätevän lääkärin mut hmm..joo on niitäki..
Ajatteletko usein kuolemaa? : valvottuja öitä.Joksus aiheena kuolema ja iankaikkisuus, taas joksus hammastahna purkin ja aamupala juuston mysteerit.
5 VALINTAA
Sininen vai punainen? : sininen
Vanilja vai mansikka? : mansikka
Rock vai pop? : ropk:D
Tietokone vai TV? : tietokone
Raha vai rakkaus? : rakkaus
4 SEKALAISTA KYSYMYSTÄ
Omistatko autoa? : puolittain
Pidätkö enemmän Coca-Colasta vai Pepsistä? : coca-cola light
Menetkö ensi kesänä festareille? : Glasto! mut joo toivottavasti
Haluaisitko jonkun lävistyksen? : haluisin parikin
3 TEKISIKÖ MIELESI…
…pizzaa? : mozzarellaa
…nukahtaa ikuiseen uneen? : joskus
2 NIPPELITIETOKYSYMYSTÄ
Kuulet kavereidesi puhuvan ”thrashin neljästä suuresta”, osaatko kertoa mitkä bändit ovat kyseessä? : jotkut..slayer, metallica jaaa..öh megadeth?? en muista viimeistä
Tiedätkö mikä on suden latinankielinen nimi? : canis lupus
1 VIIMEINEN KYSYMYS
Onko sinulla salaisuutta, jota et ole koskaan pystynyt kertomaan kenellekään? : tjaa kyllä kaikki joskus paljastuu.
- Mood:
enthralled
Why oh why does exam week have to be in two weeks time *starts to bite fingers*
I have to get rid of that habit. Nah.
So so yeah the hole idea in this post is to thank the wonderful and gifted
!!best!!! scarf and hat EVER! *starts to smile happily* everyone has been asking who made it/ where I bought them from.
I've been mulling it over in my head on what to draw you Amber so it shouldn't take too long:D
Hurrah!
*get embarrassed*
it's the only least fuzzy picture I have *sucks*
I still think Amber that you got the poo end of the stick:P
- Mood:
weird
*cough yes as I was saying I really hope you'll like this, although I'm not too happy with it but..
There's really quite a small amount of my stuff that I actually like so yeah.
I still don't like this one! Amber if you'd like to tell me when's your birthday so I could draw something better then.
I did try, I just hope it's good enough for you.
Here you go then:)
- Mood:
artistic - Music:Rollin' (air raid vehicle) Limp Bizkit
and now I have some holiday pictures to show *clappy clappy*
Well not too many anyway I had some trouble with the size of them so I couldn't upload the properly
but here are some that I did manage to save or salvage:)
Not dial-up frienly in a way
I'll show you the rest later but this is all I could find in a quick look through files and the mess that is my computer.

- Mood:
sleepy
The days just seem to become one drizzle of events, its just that I just got on a plane on the 10th to go to England and the next I'm on a flight to Spain.
And in general I don't like flying..at all.
Yeah and its pretty darn hot over here too and mum want's to do something all the time.
I'm just fine and dandy chilling out in a nice air conditioned house with a pool out side, but oh no she whant's to go around the frigging place in one day!
I'll just have to shackle her to the palm tree if she tries to get me to play an othe round of UNO (I lost on purpose)
Thank god my grandmother has a working computer here, otherwise I might have gone stur crazy with nothing else to do except play UNO (AAARGH!) sunbathe ( I look whiter than a A4, I don't like the sun too much) or learn Spanish swear words ( which is pretty useful so you know if some Spanish person is cursing you)
Oh and read but I do that anyway.
One good thing, I've quite forgotten how stunning the sunsets were over here.
I'll post some pictures when I get back home :)
Well it's only the first day so I'm hopeful.
And ah before I go, you lucky buggers who got to the premier of OotP!
I nearly turned green with envy:D shoot I have to wait a blooming week to see it!
- Location:sunny spain
- Mood:
exhausted - Music:Love her madly- The Doors
They had to put three types of stuff in there to make the tooth go numb, and it didn't..
Sure my face is completely numb(I'm drooling and I didn't notice) but the tooth hurts like a bitch and is swollen D:
You should have heard me trying to talk after that. God I haven't gone through that much pain since I had to remove huge splinters out of my ribs..I can't even eat yogurt *sad sigh*
Root canal is no fun business, especially if the nerve is inflamed like mine is. I just hope It won't hurt too much when the numbness goes away:X
- Mood:
sore
Well I just couldn't resist! Originally from
BTW I won't be here for next week so a early sorry if I miss anything. I'll get back to you guys later
- Mood:
amused
And my writing is dreadful! Well it was a year ago, I'm cherishing a hope that it's gotten better over time.
That includes Lj too..bugger
Well I'm not here to write about my writing skill but to thank certain people for making my life brighter.
First
second
and last
So that's done and now for some pretty late pictures I intended to show you like two weeks ago but the lazy side got hold of me first.
I went to Tallinn for a week with Laura and, so holiday pictures galore!
Nah not really just me looking like a sea monkey but what can I do:D
Very slightly non dial up friendly
*shame shame shame* no not really we had loads of fun.
I'm still amazed Laura didn't get tired of me but she kept happy enough if there was italian ice cream and chinese takeaways around+ the book I got :The end of Harry Potter? (pretty good btw)
I'm hoping we'll go there again in august, fingers crossed!:)
- Mood:
thankful - Music:Hitomi- pretty eyes
SO a very happy birthdays to
I really am sorry that this comes so late.
This one is for
Anything in particular that you would want?
Yeah anyway I went to see Potc today, I thought it was pretty good to be honest.
Although what happens to Tia Dalma and davy jones in the end?! It's so *insert rude noise*
And ah Will, I nearly cried out loud in the end because of what happened to him!
I really need to update here more often...I finnish school on saturday for summer so I'll post some picture:)
- Mood:
amused
yep you know it it gonna be one of those post again:D
Nah not really I'll save humankind from the torment, although being inside four walls
is not skittles and beer or something along those lines.
I shouldn't complain really, I missed out on let's see, yeah two gruesomely hard exams I
will have to take the moment I step foot inside school ground...*sigh*
All I have come to do in 62h is read some biology and yes I actually tried to read bloody physics
too but I got side tracked by a very interesting show called tv shop.
Honestly the tv networks should invest more time and effort to day time tv in my opinion.
Or erm scratch that if it mean more shows like Dr.Phill or days of our lives.
Dr. Phill never made much sence to me, or if he did I never understoof the value of talking about
women who believe them self to be obese and cramming themselves into a wedding dress still eating cookies.
And agh! *goes into rant mode* euro bloody vision! If I got a penny every time someone mentions euro-vision
I could pack my bags and head of to the bahamas.
*double sigh*
Oh oh oh!And ah Markku from finland *groan* I nearly cried my eyes in shame when I saw it.
sorry I didn't save humankind did I:D Oh well I vented all my bad mood into this so yeah back to normal.
and the actual reason I wanted to post something was to show you this.
It's only the sketch for the actual thing, I'll have to shift the idea to aquarel paper.
What do you think? I still need to add Fang in there somewhere,I don't know where though.
I have an idea of doing it in a kinda blueish surroundings as it would be in night and having maybe fog on the ground.
And the moon coming through the tree tops illuminating the unicorn.
So rant over *laugh* I hope you all didn't get too annoyed with me:)
- Mood:
sore - Music:two mix/ gundam wing- rhythm emotion
So fanfare please *wicked smile* A very happy birthday to you Venessa!
I'm sorry I'm so late with this.
I've been away from home and thus away from the computer so I was unable to post my b-day gift
to you.
It's nothing special but as you know scanning the picture is the best way of slaughtering all colors...
Do you like it? It looks way better in rl but alas nothing I can do with that scanner:)
I'll be trotting of to the post tomorrow to send this.
Anyway I really hope you had a good one hun:)
- Mood:
happy - Music:Eric prydz- Call on me
First I'm very hurt you didn't ask me a single question in that meme *sob*
*laugh* at least I didn't have to tell anyone any silly aspects about myself.
Apart from that I seem to be facing a big artistic block ( can you say that?:D)
does anyone have any good scene from Ps that I could draw, pretty please *makes bambi eyes*
I'm in big need of practice so please please give a scene from the book.
Well anyway here's a very quick watercolor doodle I made in class ( don't ask me how I did it)
- Mood:
listless - Music:X-japan / longing
aha I'm spreading the love:D
So without futher ado, I asked
You get to ask me THREE QUESTIONS.
No matter how crazy, inappropriate, or random they are I will answer 100% truthfully.That's the truth part. The dare is for you to put this in your journal to see what other people ask about you!--if you want to, that is.
- Mood:
amused - Music:tenshi ni narenai! / angelic layer
As said last week I em.... well you'll see the fringe I cut and chopped some hair of too, its rather boring really
maybe you guys could say what I should do with it:D
And just as FYI I hate taking pictures of myself as a) they never look good b) I always seem to look like a just woke up in a trashcan.
and c) that was taken sunday morning at 10 am, so no makeup and no shower go figure:D
*Big sigh*

*groan* I really don't look this horrid in RL, promise:D
- Location:inside a paper bag
- Mood:
restless
